Saddened to strive..

Today one very terrifying thing happened to me...my mum(biological) told me after my tuition that she is going to work which is supposed to be quite a normal thing, but the next thing she told me frightened me out of my guts and my heart could have jumped out. She told me that it was 6a.m in the morning, at first i thought she was kidding but after asking her a few more times and she actually went to her usual bus-stop to take a cab but luckily none stopped for her for only God knows what reason. She just stood there and kept telling me that it was 6 in the morning and if she don't reach there on time she would be scolded. I kept trying to persuade her to go back home that it was actually 6 in the late afternoon. This made me really worried cause whatever i told her she would just say it the opposite way, for example, i told her that if it was 6 in the morning on friday then i would be in school alrdy she then think for awhile and told me that i have no school today..wat the heck...then wouldn't i be sleeping my night through instead of having tuition or going after her telling her to go home...but in the end lucky my mum(foster) turned up and started talking with her else i might have to follow her all the way to her work place....i think that this sickness had cause her to bhave depression from what i heard from my Aunt...why why why..why should it happen on my mum(biological)...
P.S.:Who can help me??? I want do well in my studies for her to see and i also want to do everyone proud..Who is willing and is able to help me?? Ok thats all for today bye all.........current mood saddened...and....worried..

Nth much again.....

Sian yesterday nvr post because nth to say...today also the same...only one thing haapened and that is having to take 243 with Oh and Matt just to get back emm's book else tml i get killed by her...then now starting to play AuditionSEA again take a long time to set everything in...Worst thing is kana scold by my GY/SS teacher for not turning up for he remedial...i told her i didn't know....but the thing is its just too late lor...whole afternoon no remedial only her one then she push until 15.40p.m then start so sian lah....
P.S.:I'm starting to study now, cause quite afraid that what happened last year would happen again so trying to buck up now b4 its too late....ok thats all for today...bye...

Nth much...

Ok not much different frm other days just that today i started playing auditionSEA again..and i pang seh-ed matthew they to watch movie all because i was on 'curfew' almost everyday...so sian lor..going to re-read all the harry potter cause i got the story line a little confused..
P.S.:37days more to 'N' Levels...and i'm still not prepared...sian lah.....

bored day..

Finished the book at last started at around 1 then finished at around 3 just now damn nice lah nvr expect so many ppl to die then somemore snape really is a good guy..damn unexpected..nth much happened today though cause first i did was read harry potter...lame right..at least i finish the story liao..SRY BUT MINE IS NOT FOR LOAN..IF YOU WANT LEND FRM STANLEY HE EXPORT SOMEMORE GOT SIGNATURE..
P.S.:38 days more to 'N'Levels..bye now..

At Last final series in harry potter

Posted so late bacause was reading the book all the way until just now chapter27:The Final Hiding Place....damn nice lah..For the book I woke up at around 6am then went JP to take the final book of harry potter;Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows....when i reached i expect the Singpost to be full but there was only to staff there talking to each other....so sian shouldn't have woke up so early...Let out a little abt the story or at least 3 characters who died; Mad-eye Moody, Petter Pettigrew and the most unexpected Dobby...ok thats all i'm going to say bye..
P.S.:39 days to 'N'Levels...and now for some photos..

Things that happened today...

Today was quite good cause alot of things happened. First thing i saw was a very small kitten which i think was born outside my house during the night and was calling for its mother or something then my mother tell me to wear a plastic bag and bring the kitten down which became very quite the moment i picked it up...
Then today go school, very free cause the weather very nice then rest alot..then during SEL we do skit, then for props we got high marks cause Oh and I got tatoos...then after that during english we have to write report regarding me getting 'bullied'..si bei sian but at least today feel better...
P.S.:40 days to 'N' Levels, and yay tml can get the final book of Harry Potter.And thanx alot PJ for you knwo what...i'm still hoping to get more freedom and also try to study harder...ok thats all for today bye.. My tatoo nice?
My tatoo again.... Kitten outside my house... The clouds look like one of harry potter movie scenes..

At first i thought today would be a great day but instead i got beaten up by Oh and suffered a few bruises...and some more he told me to smoke and i almost gave in(lucky i didn't or i would have broken a promise)...after which i came home late..the first thing i saw was YH and his steady sharing a sit intimately together at the fitness corner below my block...after i got home my mum(foster) also reached home not long after...then she told me that she just went to the hospital with my mum(biological) for a check up, and she have a good news and a bad one..so i heard the bad one first which is my mum's cancer had spreaded through the areas around her lungs and if she does not go for chemotherapy she only have 8mths to live, but the good news isn't that good either, that is if she goes for chemotherapy she will continue to live but only for a fews years....why is it that this is happening to my life...can anyone help me???
P.S.:Not going to let the ones who appreciates me and has helped me down....thats all for today bye..

Ok my very first post...Not very happy though cause got alot of very sian things happened first in the morning got POA test then walk here walk there until the teacher come.....then Matthew and i slp like nobody's business. Then during MT Matthew got abit bored then tell me wear cap for photo shooting using Clarissa's phone then dunno send to how many ppl including himself...Most sian thing is during afternoon the teacher scold me like mad then shout at me say:"YOU WANT TO BE AH BENG, I CAN BE AH LIAN WITH YOU!!!" dunno what she thinking then keep saying i attitude problem....sian ah..on the bright side at least i handed in my homework...
Hope tml's day will be better.....

Trying to act tao with the cap askew and carol in the background