Life of me

Wow!!!

2009-07-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

Wow just now went to facebook and found out that i actually had the same idea as dom(church leader)-"Whats the most difficult instrument to play? Second Violinist. Because everyone wants to be first violinist." it hit me a bit cause that's what i wanted to be a world class second violinist..although that might seem impossible but i'm still sticking on to that dream and i know that onw that it will come true^^. but now i'm now trying to find more dreams and the true purpose that God has planned for me.^^

With Love and Dreams...

2009-07-04T19:49:00.002+08:00

Today although i didn't go to church i learnt something while looking at the what's going on in the lives of my leaders and pastors. But before i say anyting i want to say sry the ppl whom i have let down unknowingly when i am down, however after today it shall never happen again. Because from today onwards instead of telling myself that i can't do stuff i shall begin to find out my true destiny in God and also my Dream, a Dream which shall lead me to my Destiny my true Purpose in God, and i believe that this Dream will keep me running to and with God and also to help build the Greatest Chuch i've known-Heart of God Church. And although they most likely can't see it but i want to congratulate Winniefred and WeiHong on becoming the new Worship Leaders of Heart o f God Church. In the name of Jesus i shall find this Dream soon!!!!^^

sian....

2009-07-02T00:26:00.005+08:00

sick and tired of my life....-.-'' But at least i have my friends who are there for me when i am up set thanks jos, mas(liyana), Mas(Aliya), sin, cordy thanks alot..^^love you all^^

Sometimes life..

2009-06-09T17:49:00.003+08:00

Ok shall update due to complaints again..what shall i say...hmmm..Well it's going to be my holidays in 3days time and i'm gonna be having my zone camp next week wooohooo it's gonna be great as always..haha..and i've finally completed my twilight series which ends with Breaking Dawn..haha it's the best series ever love it^^..but nowadays not very sure what to do especially when i got home from school everyday...haiz...shall think of something...oh and i took up archery and realised that it's quite fun..haha and challenging to..not as easy as it seems..well not sure what to write already..that shall be it for today bye everyone^^ Cheers Andrew^^

A Day when...

2009-06-04T20:56:00.004+08:00

Haha today was my Nafa test..yes i still have nafa-.-''...but was quite happy though cause i got the 30th place out of the 300+ people haha happy lah...not very sure of my timing though cause need to wait for next week to confirm...but quite sad cause i have few things which i failed due to not training but nvm lah since this one is something like a trial i shall train more then go try to get silver next year so that i can skip the extra 2months of NS BMT...muahahaha..that's all for today shall update again another time-Cheers Andrew

A Day when...

2009-05-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

Haiz......speechless...not going to say ANYTHING today since i seriously really have no mood...

God loves everyone..

2009-05-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

Woohoo..just got back from one of the best concert ever which is performed by Red Rain and had learnt alot today too..YES!!! Although i injured two of my right knuckles while helping out just now and its pretty swollen right now but i still thoroughly enjoyed myself. I did take the photo which i promised but it's in polaroid so i can't upload it into my blog. Another thing which i gotten in this concert is the drumstick which Michael Turner used during the concert haha...although i missed the chance to get them to help me to sign it but i shall keep it till next year and get them to sign it...haha...make it more memorable..XD Well can't think of anything else to write so i shall continue tomorrow since i have school..Cheers everyone^^ Andrew^^

A Great Day...

2009-05-24T11:13:00.002+08:00

It was the red rain concert last night and i thoroughly enjoyed myself as i was serving and i reached home -pretty much tired out but that's how you grow right and you grow the most significantly when you are being stretched that's when you grow the most..and today although i'm not going to serve i'm still going to find ways and stretch myself and grow even more^^ getting excited already and the best thing about last night was that i got to see how a small bit like starting to keep the chairs could trigger a movement and have the whole church cleaning up the house of God together without being asked at all and everyone just found something which they could help out with. Well going out for the second and final round of red rain this year.its gonna be A BLAST..and be sure of that..will try to get some pics^^..Cheers Andrew.

A Day When....

2009-05-20T22:55:00.005+08:00

Today was quite a good day alright..it started with seeing Mr. Tan our C.A(Class Advisor aka form teacher) at BK which gave us a shock cause how often do you see your teachers outside school during school hours..well it was good as we chatted and he even gave us a ride back to school..haha
Moreover i've been thinking of something you can say it's quite stupid or even lame but i find it quite intersting...it's regarding my class...JM0904A..you might think what has anything got to do with this jumble of letters and numbers..well i found a significant meaning to it and that is...it stands for...Jesus Made '09 "4" Andrew..cool huh XD..well it does make me feel even better about this class which i'm already in love with haha..never thought i'll have this much joy in school..really love my class and to be exact the classmates who made it so haha...shall name them..Mas, Jos, Cordelia, Kenneth, Sham..haha really had fun when around them...^^
P.S.: Hey Doris thanks for everything^^...That's all Cheers Andrew^^

Something insprational..

2009-05-05T22:37:00.006+08:00

There is a white side,
a black side,
but people always leave out the grey overlaps.

Cool huh..well it's nth written or thought by me but something my new best friend told me which i think is very true cause it's as simple as saying there's always things whhich are very direct but people usually like the miss out the smallest yet most important things around which will make alot of changes...

P.S.:highlight the first line to complete the whole thing..Cheers Andrew.

Today

2009-05-03T01:54:00.003+08:00

Ok today i missed Pastor Lia's sermon and was like sian...but on the bright side i spent quite some time with my family and watched X-men Origins:Wolverine which was nice...liked the way the story went about and everything..haha..that's all for today...Cheers Andrew.

One of the things which i hate the most...

2009-05-01T20:16:00.002+08:00

Ok i'm here to talk about what recently just happened in school..while it's very easy to say with just one word...backstabbed...who likes that...well i shan't mention any names here but seriously..the feeling is lousy..especially when it's for something you have put in so much effort for....haiz..shall stop the bad things here..On the bright side i just found out from this incident that even not in church i can make true friends^^ cheers guess you guess who reads this will know that i'm actually talking about you...
well that's all for yesterday and now abit about today..well my day actually started from 8pm last night due to the fact that i was staying over in church for 24 which is a 24hr prayer meeting event done in my church haha..it's practically more than great man..dunno how i should describe haha for those who are there will know^^...moreover i was serving 20/24hrs even more shiok cause i know that i have actually grown from this event due to the fact that we have pushed ourselves through the whole thing^^ well didn't take any photos but will take more in the future to liven up my reviving blog...cheers Andrew^^

LOL!!!!

2009-04-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

ok here's me updating my blog dunno what to write also since my mind a little blank haha..just wanna say that school's not bad haha that's all...i think since my mind quite blank...

WOW WOW WOW!!!

2009-04-24T16:51:00.004+08:00

Wow i'm finally updating my blog due to some complaints haha...i'm thinking of what to upload when i just remember that i've actually joined dancing XD. Yes you didn't see wrongly i've started dancing in school, well actually with some of my classmates haha...seriously my classmates are actually great people man..i didn't know a class could be so bonded..i just hope it'll stay like that.^^ Really thanks these God-given people who are in my class who will actually ask for my opinion and also treat me like a real person haha. and have you ever have an experience where by you only knew each other on 3days and at least 1/5 of your class actually starts going to school together as though they knew each other for years...it's just great that i've these people haha..shan't start typing their names or it'll be very long XD..shall stop here now and upload some photos haha..yes i've even started taking photos..^^

here are some of my classmates haha...and some with make up haha

dance people *smiles*^^

Wow finally!!

2009-03-28T12:10:00.002+08:00

Like finally i'm updating my dying blog. Haha. Past few months was quite boring and plain. Haha. although ths blog is sortta dead my tagboard is still 'active' ppl can tag and i'll see it since i've been coming to my blog consistently. Oh and the best thing is i'm finally getting water baptist this year. Wooohoo. Especially since i missed last year's one. This year is really a year of begginings foe with so much changes in life. that's all for now bye.

Hey everyone^^

2008-10-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone..long time never blog here ler haha..today i went for Connect Group was great man..loved it. yesterday watched Passion of the Christ which IS a great movie about how Christ died for us..touched by God, loved God too. hahas. later continuing to finish watching Passion. you guys want to see it can go to the following website http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/the_passion_of_the_christ/ great movie seriously even if you might not be a Christian..oh yah and there's a revolutionary guy that i found out recently.. and he's called Nick Vujicic..truly revolutionary and a great man of God..and best of all he's coming to Singapore in my church..but the most special thing about him is that he was born without limbs literally..no arms no legs..but he lived a great life and he's currently 23 years old. want to know more about him? youtube him, or ask me about him..and i will try my best to answer your questions.^^
P.S:I LOVE BEING A CHRISTIAN^^..ask me why

HAPPY BRITHDAY

2008-05-08T23:47:00.001+08:00

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YEAH FINALLY 17.....HAHA..OK NTH BETTER TO DO ACTUALLY...HAPPY BITHDAY TO ME^^

Glad to have Christ

2008-05-06T22:50:00.004+08:00

Basically today i was having a very joyous day even though it sthe exams and i dunno why...maybe its by the presence of God...and also i 'm glad even happy that i did not make the wrong choice of becoming a Christian in Heart of God Church as God has really worked in my life and change it..at the same time not only did He change my life He presented me with what i can call true friends and spiritual family and also He gave me a dream by giving me my first violin..all this could only be done because He is the only true living God which nothing can take Him away from me unless one chooses to step away from Him....BELIEVE IN CHRIST TO SEE the things He can do in your life and NOT WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE HIM TO START BELIEVING IN HIM.. i hereby thank the Lord for coming into my life and everything You have done for me.
P.S.: I won;t be switching on my HP for the whole of thursday(8thMay).. will only switch it on on Friday(9thMay08)

sian

2008-04-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

really have nothing much to talk about today cause i went to the hospital to visit my mum and then found out that she was actually pretty alright looking...but the doctor says she can be discharged..but since no one can actually take care of her we decided to send her to a nursing home..where is it i don't know..

Newest posts^^

2008-04-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

Basically nothing to blog about really but just want to talk about what happened TODAY O.o...not that amazing but still alright....i finally sent my sony ericsson phone for service last friday and just got it back few hours ago..the feeling was abit shoik and sad cause they say will change new phone but didn't but at least i still have my things inside...well basically i'm also a little sad today cause i recieved a very bad news today..and that is my biological mother has to stop chemotherapy and also she'll only have less then 6 months to live which meant that she won't even get to see my 'O'levels results...
P.S.:never wait till you've lost something to apprciate it....

Today's life

2007-12-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

Well today is quite the same as yesterday except that i went out with my sisters to buy my elder sister's working clothes and not mine.quite boring lah cause nothing to do except that i played my nintendo DS until no batt..then walk here walk there help my sis find things..then i saw two of my ex-classmates..michelle koo(3e7 classmate)...and clarissa(this year classmate)...both working at This Fashion..but one bigger one then the other work the small one..i dun get whats the difference lor..why not just have one big store...ok thats all i have to say..bye..
P.S.:Still liking someone...yah..so today no song of day..but today i have movie of the day..sry its a chinese movie..:Tiramisu(lian ai xing xing)..

Just updating^^

2007-12-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone whose reading my blog...well today nth much happened just went to bugis to look and some new year clothes but end up only bought one set which i think i might be wearing to church this saturday for Vision'08 which will be awesome man and it will be a combined service for a straight 3hrs from 5-8..wohoo..but the sian thing is sunday no service...well after that went to eat then went to jurong point to buy school shoes...but in the end it looks so much like my current shoe that my mum say to wear the new one out and the old one to school..no difference lor...ok lah thats all for now really looking forward to Vision'08 and countdown at a place which can hold more then 1500 ppl...YEEEEAAAHH!!!
P.S.:ok thats all for today...here's the song of the day...'Jesus take the Wheel'-Carrie Underwood..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ky4rfA_tebY

Merry Christmas to all hehe^^

2007-12-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Today then realised that time actually flew pretty fast even if i didn't enjoy the first half of the year much due to some circumstances......but the second half was good cause i began my life as a Christian properly and also got to know alot of new frens at church when during my zone camp..which was from the 21st to the 23rd of Nov...what fun i had but most importantly i had my true experience of being touched by God..which was even greater....then after that on the very next service Pastor How talked about speaking in tongues..which is also baptism by the Holy Spirit..he told us that we shouldn't close our mouth while praying for God created the world with words alone..so i started to add together some of the syllable that i heard and put them together and now i'm speaking in tongue properly..which also meant that my prayers will be more effective..not because i spoke in tongue but because when i pray in tongue there is more faith in God...then i kept praying to god regarding my 'N'Levels result..and guess what i prayed for 7 points and He gave is to me...i also learnt that whatever we are facing good or bad mostly are tests or blessings from God guiding us to our destiny.^ ^...and just 2 weeks ago i learnt the birthday song in around an hour or so then after service i and Mattheaus played for Daniel my CGL well i wan't very good cause i forgot the 3rd and 4th part of the song...sian lor..but matt backed up for me..well can't expect much since i only learnt that little..then last sunday..came my chance to play it again..cause it was my father's birthday..remembered everything but a bit of out tune..oh and last saturday and sunday had the best christmas celebration ever cause i spent it in the presence of the Lord and my church mates which was fun like what lor..words cannot describe..and now i have a nintendo Ds and going to have a new handphone soon cause i passed my 'N's..YEAH!! and some photos below...
P.S.:almost forgot what i like to put..:song of the day:Omarion-Icebox..enjoy..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyDoCjjW1Tw
this was taken with my CG during the christmas celebration

My current violin progress...

2007-11-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

Ok thought of something to write at last...not that much but at least something...Currently for my violin i've learnt the first few lines of Canon in D and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star...-.-''..i know its not much but i spent quite some effort to learn it i also hope that i can learn even more in the fastest time possible...moreover even though i said that i've learnt all those but my fingering is still very slow so when i play...it will be bit by bit..not smooth yet...but i'm trying to improve on that...then i'll record and put it on my blog......
P.S.:This is to those who have just finished their 'O' Levels:let out and let loose its time to relax....
song of the day: Tocatta and Fugue by Vanessa Mae(listen to the back part its when its good http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hg8Fa_EUQqY

What i found today

2007-11-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today i found this very special sentence from somewhere and i found it pretty much intersting so i decided to share it with you guys and ladies..."You asked me who I loved the most and i said my life, you left and turned away crying, a tear fell from me eyes cause you left just when i was about to say that you were my life..."Meaning full huh..well to me at least...so thats all for today bye...
P.S.:well there's still something else...the song of the day -.-'' which is:Jet-look what you've done..and some pics to add more stuff..

Trying to take an artistic shot of my violin...not that good huh...

Being a violinist

2007-10-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hi all long time nvr blog liao abit sian plus dunno what to write but from today onwards there's something for me to write about and that is my violin and me being a violinist from today onwards....strange and hard to believe right but its true i went to but my first Acoustic violin today at Bras Basar Complex near city hall mrt station...the shop was quite big but thanx to the instruments there was hardly much sapce to walk...lucky matthaeus went with me today else i sure kana scam one..haha..i bought a size 4/4 violin for $170 ..and thats suppose to be cheap at first we wanted to take the $140 one but matthaeus say the quality not good so we bought the $170 instead lucky the price includes everything like the case, bow and shoulder rest if not need to pay more...then after buying we went to church to hangout abit and do some worship at the same time..after worship we hangout abit more then tried to get the tuning of my violin correct and get my bow to have enough rosin so that there will be sound...but something which gave me a shock happened one of my 4strings which played the highest note and is the thinest broke..wah sian lor...but cannot blame matthaeus lah cause is i force him to help me tune one...ok well thats all for the time being..will blog more soon..adios
P.S.:Song of the day:time to say goodbye(violin) by David Tretick....go this link to listen http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwtWFzCOntA..

And now for some pics of my acoustic violin....

My very first violin...

My violin with everything there except one string

Here's something special a heart shape found in my violin case...

Great Big News!!!

2007-09-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today i thought it was going to be normal since i nvr went to church today and stayed at home playing com and mahjong...but after my mahjong game..since i lost i was forced to go and buy desserts back....and return the dvds we rented...on my way there i saw something which gave me quite a shock...i saw Mr. Lim and Miss Chew holding hands walking right pass me...at first i thought i must have seen wrongly...so after i returned my dvd i went back the direction which i saw the 2 of them went and saw them inside my neighbourhood food court called Hong Kong street...after confirming that it is them i saw another very shocking thing...the both of them kissing..lol..first time i see teachers kissing..not pai seh and not careful enough...
P.S.:Ok thats all i gotta say will try to post more...and for the song of the day:Five-when lights went out..

What a sian sian sian...

2007-09-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

Today sian cause lazy to go out plus got nth to do so slept most of the time...wah sian lor on tuesday went to play basketball with Oh, Matt, Zhiqaing, celestine and jian wen..win already lor the whole i keep falling or kana ball in my face..altogether i fell twice and one time the ball kana my face thanx to jian wen...he somemore my team mate....pass three days didn't sleep well cause of exams...Monday i siao study i until 3a.m. for social studies..and my so called hard work sort of paid off...i hope..cause i managed to finish my SBQs and half of my SEQ question..and then yesterday my english for the first time finished my whole paper and my sammary and i really hope that i can score distintion for my english chinese maths and science......very scared and afraid...haiz..everytime i tried to study i will feel very sian and very sleepy...what can i do??? Someone tell me...and i've been thinking of someone for the pass few days..someone different...but i dunno why and i hope i wouldn't fall into the quicksand of love again....after getting out of the recent one but what if i did...i feel like a sucker for liking so many ppl and yet i won't concentrate on just one.....what exactly am i thinking of...haiz..sian..hope that the teachers won't find new URL..very kaypo leh i put public so that my friends can see not the teachers and my family members some teachers are just damn kaypo lor...haiz..sian sian sian...i'm afraid i might fall into what i think is the trap and end up being a false alarm again...
P.S.:Why the exams so messy one huh? Sian lor...ok now for the song of the day:Fort Minor-Remember the name..

Fear...frm lots of things..

2007-08-22T15:07:00.000+08:00

First of all want to say that i have nth to do for the past few days but just that i was lazy to blog...So today i'm posting again about some things which i fear....truely not just scared but fear of...first things first about my exams well they are quite well for the time being the English Paper 2 today was easy enough i mean for the standard since the paper was set by Mr Chew...well those in my school should know what i mean right??? Secondly, the first thing i fear about that is my migraine(severe headache), well i dunno when it started but everytime it did its damn painful lor....but the thing i fear about is not just this but what i fear is that its beginning to get worse these few days especially now that its my exam....wah sian and because of this migraine my social studies is going to flung and when i told that amy chong she gave me that'too bad then' look wah sian lor like i'm going to lie about something like that...haiz...and i feared it because i'm afraid that it might be something worse then what i thought to be migraine....like one guy in my sch who died of cancerous brain tumour last year but at least his studies was good his mid-year got 2nd in class pro right....Thirdly, which is about the second thing which i have feared for a long time and that is to lose my friends cause i'm not a guy who can stand being alone and not thinking about stupid ideas like killing myself or stuff like that..only when i'm with my family or friends then can i be distracted frm these thoughts which is equally scary....and causes me to become depressed... The lsat thing is my fear of being rejected again for the dunno how many times so sian and sad lor....what the heck...am i really that lousy guy or is it that i always choose to like the wrong girl...my sis tell me that it is because my second sis keep dunping guys so in turn it becomes my turn to be dumped by girls...what a reason..sian..then she say she got a better reason which made me feel even worse and that is i have 'dumped' too many girls in maple and pls lor that is only a game.......sian then she ssay must have been because i 'dumped' a girl who jioed me in pri3 and i did not even know what is love at that moment...wah..is it real or is it because i am just so unlucky or is it because i really am a lousy suck to the core guy??? CAN ANYONE TELL ME THE TRUTH...AHHHHH
P.S.: Bye, that's all for today....good luck to all having exams bye....loving someone...and i've thought of writing down the names of songs which i like everyday and if anyone dun have them and wants them..just tell me and i'll send it to you..BYE
Song of the day:Alicia Kees-If I ain't got you....

Jovan's day out in near total freedom...

2007-08-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today very shiok ah cause the moment i went home and told my mum i'm going out to study..she said sure no prob and dun be back to late thats all...wooohooo....but end up i went to 496 to study in a kopitiam instead of frontier library..lol..but at 5.25 like that matt say he want to go borrow books frm Frontier Librabry....some book title named:P.S. I Love You..dunno nice or not...after we reached there we couldn't find the book so we ended up studying there...so unlike me lor..a person who has not been really studying for the past 3 and a 1/2 years..wah super migrain(kind of heavy headache cause i got flu some more)...then matt win liao lor alot of chio bu(pretty girls)looking at today more the the time when he wore formal....*weet*..*weet*.....after that reach home at around 10+ cause waited for my sis....now having migrain again...pain lah...thats all..
P.S.: Ok not exactly since i always have a P.S.....still have another week(7days) to my prelim wah sian not exactly prepared what can i do???Chiong lah....oh and everybody pls DO NOT missunderstand matt as bad guy cause he really isn't and he's alot better than some guy i know...some fren of mine...Current mood damn sad lah...close to break down if my mind wasn't clogged up by my flu....cause thinking of someone in my heart....sian lah...T_T..damn sad lah..want to find some place to shout my heart out...but where?? ok thats all bye bye to all my readers...and tag pls..

2007-08-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was quite a happy day cause it was a half day thing and there was the natinal day celebrations everyone was so high. And my ex-classmates(people frm 3e7 now 4e7) won the most petriotic class award GRATS!!!! After school went home then after that went to jp meet Oh, matt and kimchii was suppose to meet clar also but she couldn't make it then Oh called agnes along lol...she paid her part but nvr eat...lucky Oh's bro joseph got go...also saw whole of 4/7 there...so good lor Mr Tay treat the whole class. After that we went to K-pool wah some many ppl....joseph almost can't go in cause the receptionist thought he wearing sch uniform...lol..she can't differntiate..then we play until 2+,3 like that want to go liao then at the time agnes call and say that the card thing is with her, meaning we can't go yet so sian lor...then she say she coming liao but end up at 4+ still haven't see her then we call her again ahe tell us she still at home...matt tell her to come in 10min, you know wat? she reached after 40+ min wah lao...Oh cha mah he ended up paying $30+ for the game...win liao lor thanx to agnes..
P.S.:sian lor really regreted not studying hard last year if not everything would have been diffrent...Another 11 days to prelims and i'm still NOT prepared wat shall i do who can help me...

What a day so sian.....

2007-08-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

Today again very sian cause got not much things to do..but at least know that tml i'll be wearing my NCC uniform instead of tee-shirt...quite good lah cause long time nvr wear liao plus quite missed it...then today i hid in the wrong place wah trying to get away frm miss chong's remedial cause really is like not going lor even if i did...cause i dunno a thing and turning up is like not since i'm just going to stare at anything she gives me....and mostof the time nvr do homework cause really is dunno how to do and still kana scold so sian lor...haiz so sian...
P.S.:always be prepared for the nxt day or else you'll regret...sian another 13 days to Prelims..not really prepared...

Waht a

2007-08-07T19:48:00.001+08:00

Long Long time....

2007-08-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last posted...well thanx everyone for their comcerns..my mum(bio) is getting better now and she's stoppped working so that she can rest at home...and this few days i've been going back to take careof her till my father(bio) comes back.....but today i nvr go cause i went to play pool at Arena with Oh, KimChee, Clarissa, Linus and Ryan...played alot and we used alot of money...sian..broke like nobody's business...so ma loo...then morning i late again but today no late slip cause missed the OM..win liao lor..ok thats all for today bye...
P.S.:18days to Prelims which is on 20thAug07..

Saddened to strive..

2007-07-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

Today one very terrifying thing happened to me...my mum(biological) told me after my tuition that she is going to work which is supposed to be quite a normal thing, but the next thing she told me frightened me out of my guts and my heart could have jumped out. She told me that it was 6a.m in the morning, at first i thought she was kidding but after asking her a few more times and she actually went to her usual bus-stop to take a cab but luckily none stopped for her for only God knows what reason. She just stood there and kept telling me that it was 6 in the morning and if she don't reach there on time she would be scolded. I kept trying to persuade her to go back home that it was actually 6 in the late afternoon. This made me really worried cause whatever i told her she would just say it the opposite way, for example, i told her that if it was 6 in the morning on friday then i would be in school alrdy she then think for awhile and told me that i have no school today..wat the heck...then wouldn't i be sleeping my night through instead of having tuition or going after her telling her to go home...but in the end lucky my mum(foster) turned up and started talking with her else i might have to follow her all the way to her work place....i think that this sickness had cause her to bhave depression from what i heard from my Aunt...why why why..why should it happen on my mum(biological)...
P.S.:Who can help me??? I want do well in my studies for her to see and i also want to do everyone proud..Who is willing and is able to help me?? Ok thats all for today bye all.........current mood saddened...and....worried..

Nth much again.....

2007-07-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

Sian yesterday nvr post because nth to say...today also the same...only one thing haapened and that is having to take 243 with Oh and Matt just to get back emm's book else tml i get killed by her...then now starting to play AuditionSEA again take a long time to set everything in...Worst thing is kana scold by my GY/SS teacher for not turning up for he remedial...i told her i didn't know....but the thing is its just too late lor...whole afternoon no remedial only her one then she push until 15.40p.m then start so sian lah....
P.S.:I'm starting to study now, cause quite afraid that what happened last year would happen again so trying to buck up now b4 its too late....ok thats all for today...bye...

Nth much...

2007-07-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

Ok not much different frm other days just that today i started playing auditionSEA again..and i pang seh-ed matthew they to watch movie all because i was on 'curfew' almost everyday...so sian lor..going to re-read all the harry potter cause i got the story line a little confused..
P.S.:37days more to 'N' Levels...and i'm still not prepared...sian lah.....

bored day..

2007-07-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

Finished the book at last started at around 1 then finished at around 3 just now damn nice lah nvr expect so many ppl to die then somemore snape really is a good guy..damn unexpected..nth much happened today though cause first i did was read harry potter...lame right..at least i finish the story liao..SRY BUT MINE IS NOT FOR LOAN..IF YOU WANT LEND FRM STANLEY HE EXPORT SOMEMORE GOT SIGNATURE..
P.S.:38 days more to 'N'Levels..bye now..

At Last final series in harry potter

2007-07-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

Posted so late bacause was reading the book all the way until just now chapter27:The Final Hiding Place....damn nice lah..For the book I woke up at around 6am then went JP to take the final book of harry potter;Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows....when i reached i expect the Singpost to be full but there was only to staff there talking to each other....so sian shouldn't have woke up so early...Let out a little abt the story or at least 3 characters who died; Mad-eye Moody, Petter Pettigrew and the most unexpected Dobby...ok thats all i'm going to say bye..
P.S.:39 days to 'N'Levels...and now for some photos..

Things that happened today...

2007-07-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

Today was quite good cause alot of things happened. First thing i saw was a very small kitten which i think was born outside my house during the night and was calling for its mother or something then my mother tell me to wear a plastic bag and bring the kitten down which became very quite the moment i picked it up...
Then today go school, very free cause the weather very nice then rest alot..then during SEL we do skit, then for props we got high marks cause Oh and I got tatoos...then after that during english we have to write report regarding me getting 'bullied'..si bei sian but at least today feel better...
P.S.:40 days to 'N' Levels, and yay tml can get the final book of Harry Potter.And thanx alot PJ for you knwo what...i'm still hoping to get more freedom and also try to study harder...ok thats all for today bye.. My tatoo nice?
My tatoo again.... Kitten outside my house... The clouds look like one of harry potter movie scenes..

2007-07-19T18:37:00.000+08:00

At first i thought today would be a great day but instead i got beaten up by Oh and suffered a few bruises...and some more he told me to smoke and i almost gave in(lucky i didn't or i would have broken a promise)...after which i came home late..the first thing i saw was YH and his steady sharing a sit intimately together at the fitness corner below my block...after i got home my mum(foster) also reached home not long after...then she told me that she just went to the hospital with my mum(biological) for a check up, and she have a good news and a bad one..so i heard the bad one first which is my mum's cancer had spreaded through the areas around her lungs and if she does not go for chemotherapy she only have 8mths to live, but the good news isn't that good either, that is if she goes for chemotherapy she will continue to live but only for a fews years....why is it that this is happening to my life...can anyone help me???
P.S.:Not going to let the ones who appreciates me and has helped me down....thats all for today bye..

2007-07-18T17:41:00.000+08:00

Ok my very first post...Not very happy though cause got alot of very sian things happened first in the morning got POA test then walk here walk there until the teacher come.....then Matthew and i slp like nobody's business. Then during MT Matthew got abit bored then tell me wear cap for photo shooting using Clarissa's phone then dunno send to how many ppl including himself...Most sian thing is during afternoon the teacher scold me like mad then shout at me say:"YOU WANT TO BE AH BENG, I CAN BE AH LIAN WITH YOU!!!" dunno what she thinking then keep saying i attitude problem....sian ah..on the bright side at least i handed in my homework...
Hope tml's day will be better.....

Trying to act tao with the cap askew and carol in the background