Fear...frm lots of things..

First of all want to say that i have nth to do for the past few days but just that i was lazy to blog...So today i'm posting again about some things which i fear....truely not just scared but fear of...first things first about my exams well they are quite well for the time being the English Paper 2 today was easy enough i mean for the standard since the paper was set by Mr Chew...well those in my school should know what i mean right??? Secondly, the first thing i fear about that is my migraine(severe headache), well i dunno when it started but everytime it did its damn painful lor....but the thing i fear about is not just this but what i fear is that its beginning to get worse these few days especially now that its my exam....wah sian and because of this migraine my social studies is going to flung and when i told that amy chong she gave me that'too bad then' look wah sian lor like i'm going to lie about something like that...haiz...and i feared it because i'm afraid that it might be something worse then what i thought to be migraine....like one guy in my sch who died of cancerous brain tumour last year but at least his studies was good his mid-year got 2nd in class pro right....Thirdly, which is about the second thing which i have feared for a long time and that is to lose my friends cause i'm not a guy who can stand being alone and not thinking about stupid ideas like killing myself or stuff like that..only when i'm with my family or friends then can i be distracted frm these thoughts which is equally scary....and causes me to become depressed... The lsat thing is my fear of being rejected again for the dunno how many times so sian and sad lor....what the heck...am i really that lousy guy or is it that i always choose to like the wrong girl...my sis tell me that it is because my second sis keep dunping guys so in turn it becomes my turn to be dumped by girls...what a reason..sian..then she say she got a better reason which made me feel even worse and that is i have 'dumped' too many girls in maple and pls lor that is only a game.......sian then she ssay must have been because i 'dumped' a girl who jioed me in pri3 and i did not even know what is love at that moment...wah..is it real or is it because i am just so unlucky or is it because i really am a lousy suck to the core guy??? CAN ANYONE TELL ME THE TRUTH...AHHHHH
P.S.: Bye, that's all for today....good luck to all having exams bye....loving someone...and i've thought of writing down the names of songs which i like everyday and if anyone dun have them and wants them..just tell me and i'll send it to you..BYE
Song of the day:Alicia Kees-If I ain't got you....